There are people whom I have been friends with for years who recently found out that I am an alien abductee. I knew how the outcome was going to go but I wanted to hold out hope for better but humanity is so predictable. I will speak the unimaginable.
This blog is more for those who know me, but others may find something out of this. Who knows, it seems ufologists are content to remain clueless about alien abductions.
I’m damned if I tell you this and I’m damned if I don’t. I am the person you loathe and despise. I am the person that doesn’t have a voice and can never speak the unspeakable. I am what you call an “alien abductee”. I didn’t want this and I didn’t ask for it. I am alone and marginalized.
I respect all of the hard work and dedication that all of you have done for the field of ufology. You have dedicated a large part of your lives to the study of the field and I respect all of your opinions and theories. I admire all of you for what you have done over the years and I believe you are the shining lights of the ufological field. I have learned so much from all of you over the years and I can’t tell you how much I treasured all of our times together and for what I have learned.
Unfortunately, ufologists do not respect for one micro-moment the total hell that I have had to endure in my life as a so-called “alien abductee”. Clueless debunkers, skeptics, armchair ufologists, wannabe abductees, and the ivory tower elite of ufologists; they all dismiss the abduction experience as a total joke. Alien abduction is a footnote in the study of ufology. The ivory tower elite satisfy themselves that there are only a handful of actual alien abductions that have ever happened in ufological literature. They pat themselves on the back and bask in their knowledgeable superiority that they are the harbingers of alien abduction truth. Oh yes, there may be advanced civilizations visiting earth but there is no way they would be interested in humanity. There is no way they would be abducting human beings. Of course not! Everybody knows that!
With the exception of less than a handful of people, nobody in ufology has ever asked me what my life has been like. Nobody. Ever. People I have known as friends for years never even took the time to send me an email or a phone call to talk to me after they found out I was an alien abductee. I wasn’t surprised.
Like I mentioned in a blog I wrote earlier this year, if you mention you are an alien abductee, you become one of “those” people. I am proved right time and time again.
I know the people who have been told I am an alien abductee will never think of me in the same way again and it makes me very sad. I can’t help what happened to me. It wasn’t my fault.