There are several components to alien abduction that are incredibly difficult to explain. One very confusing aspect of abduction experiences is the concept of a screen image. It’s a complicated topic of discussion. I can write an enormous amount about this issue so to begin I will try to focus on something as simple as possible. Let me start with a few instances of alien screen imagery that I have observed.
I’m in the basement of a house where I once lived. I am lying on a table in the middle of the room. There was no table in the middle of this room so first of all, this was out of place and I recognize this immediately. I am unable to move and I see two female Beings beside me. I don’t seem to hear anything but I understand somehow what is going to happen and I am very afraid. I am not going to go into the procedure in detail of what they did to me. It is not the focus of this article and I feel it is pretty gruesome anyway. I will write that during this experience, I am starting to panic because all I can think about is that they are going to make a mistake and I will drown. I don’t have any assurance that these two “women” know what they are doing and I am sure I could possibly die from this. I see the instruments they are going to use on me and this makes me panic. They don’t care that I am in distress. They act like they have a job to do and they are very fast and efficient. I realize that they are going to do what they are going to do no matter how I felt about it so I beg them to help me get through it. I turned from begging them to stop to begging them to help me get through with what was going to happen. I knew from experience that pleading with them to stop has no effect. They act impatient with me and they don’t want to interrupt what they are doing but one of them comes over and puts her hand on my forehead for a moment and I feel more relaxed. She acted like it was a total pain in the ass for her to do that but she did take a moment to help my distress.
The procedure is traumatic and extremely uncomfortable. I have no idea why they are doing this, I just endure. Have you ever had a really bad medical procedure done and you just get through it? It’s kind of like that only you have zero confidence you will survive it and zero confidence that the “people” doing procedures to you have any idea of what they are doing. There’s also the aspect that none of this makes sense, you did not give your consent, and you have no idea why this is being done.
When they are finished with their “job”, I am told I can get off the table. They are several feet away from me now and I can actually move and I slide off the table on the right side. The problem is, I am so traumatized that I am shaking and I feel so weak that I can’t stand up and I collapse to the floor. My collapsing to the floor was unexpected to them; they act surprised. The females rush to me and all of a sudden, I can see the room for what it really looks like. My basement room melts away and I see a totally different image. I see screens all the way around the room. I see other “people” around the room who are looking at these screens. They don’t look at me; all I see is their backs, and I don’t see their faces. I see colored lights and what looks like some kind of metal on the walls. It looks like consoles are coming out of the walls. It is a bewildering sight. The two women rush over to me and start to tell me things that I will not go into here. I consider what they told me a private thing and if I did write about it, I believe most people would misunderstand or not believe what they said to me anyway. Actually, I’m not sure what to think about what they said to me either. I definitely got the impression that they did not expect me to crumple to the floor and the image they placed in my mind about being in my old house was interrupted by my surprising collapse and I saw the room the way it really was. For several moments, their screen image was interrupted by my unexpected behavior.
As a side note, the aftereffects of these procedures left me unable to eat much for several weeks. I also had a large cut across the roof of my mouth. I believed the injury was caused by the procedure they had used on me which roughed up the roof of my mouth. I couldn’t bring myself to eat much at all after this experience. Just the thought of food made me ill. I could drink liquids but solid food was out of the question. I survived on cola for a couple of weeks and I lost a lot of weight. I have no idea what the purpose of this could possibly be. It makes no sense to me at all, but it happened.
Another incident involved me thinking I was standing in the breezeway of my childhood home. There was a man standing in front of me who was all dressed in black. I was seeing what appeared to be a dual image which was very confusing to me. I thought I was standing in my breezeway but the stairs that should have been behind the man were not there. I could see lighted screens behind him like I have seen before and this image was very disorienting to me. He tells me he is sorry for my recent loss. He is referring to the recent passing of my father-in-law. Now I am really confused. I think I am standing in my childhood home, dressed in my nightshirt, and there is a “man” dressed in black talking to me about my recent loss with what looks like lighted screens behind him. This is a time span difference of around 15 years! Then without hesitation, he gives me a baby to hold and that is all I remember. This entire episode was very spatially, temporally, and conceptually disorienting.
Screen imagery doesn’t always involve places where I have lived. These aliens are very adept at using screen imagery in a variety of ways. They can appear as intelligent animals as well as other people. They have used images of family, friends, famous people, etc. Weirder yet, they have appeared as an animal that seems to be a montage of different animals. This latter is not very common and I recognize this right away. I have even confronted the Beings when they do this and I tell them I know who they really are. I can tell you they don’t like it but I can take a small victory in this because I don’t like it when they trick me using false imagery. I feel screen imagery is a way to keep me disoriented and under control. What’s the point after all these years? I know what is going on, so why do they keep doing this? Frustrating.
These experiences take a toll and it is extremely taxing on the human psyche to be manipulated and controlled by this alien screen imagery.
It takes more than one “thing” to happen several times before I decide if it is describing a pattern and if it could be meaningful in some way. I have observed consistent patterns over the years and I know their modus operandi. I know what screen imagery feels like and I know what screen imagery looks like. I even recognize the same animals over and over again. I see the same gray cat, the same gray and white dog, intelligent tan spiders which are three or four feet in size (terrifying), intelligent horses, aggressive tigers -- I could go on; hopefully you get the idea. They take my love of animals and use it to control and disorient me. When I think about it too much it makes me mad. Nobody likes to be manipulated. Sometimes aliens can be real jerks.
There is an old proverb which states, “The eyes are the windows to the soul”. I’m sure everyone has heard and can relate to this. This is also true for these alien Beings. You can see and feel them through their eyes. Even though they may try to appear as an intelligent animal or a person that you know, you can tell who they really are through their eyes and it is something you can really see and feel. Those of you who have experienced this know exactly what I am describing.
There’s much more to say about alien screen imagery, and I’m sure I will return to this topic in future blogs.