Saturday, May 19, 2012

A New Physics -- Technology Observed


I’ve witnessed some strange forms of technology over the years and I thought I would focus on a few instances which I have observed as an abductee. As an engineer, I am fascinated by this technology and I wonder what makes it work. I realize these Beings can manipulate what I am seeing and I know I am not seeing the entire picture so this is where it would be helpful if other people report similar kinds of things and a pattern may be developed from the data.

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I was standing in my bedroom and I was looking at an old man. He was standing just in front of me. I could see the detail in his face, the color of his skin. I could actually see the bags under his eyes and very small dark brown spots on his skin. They looked like age spots but very small. His skin color was that putty gray-brown I have seen many times before.  I felt like I had seen him before but I couldn’t place where it was I knew him. He seemed familiar to me.  It was very confusing to me because I was trying to understand what was going on and then I realized that he was a Being. I was standing in my bedroom with my back to the window. I’ll never forget the look on his face. He was so serious and he never said a word. He grabbed me by both arms and gave me a shove backwards toward my window. I realized I was going backwards and up through my window but all I could feel was a force. I was being lifted very quickly out and up out of my house. I couldn’t feel the outside air. I wasn’t cold. All I could feel was this lifting force. As I looked down I could see the man standing in my bedroom and I couldn’t see my window at all. In fact, the entire side of the bedroom wall seemed to be gone from the house. It just wasn’t there. I couldn’t understand it. The last thing I remember was observing that the wall just seemed to be gone.

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It was evening and I was looking out my picture window. I was mesmerized by something that was going on in the back yard. There was a large disk shaped object and there was an odd event going on that had me confused. I couldn’t understand it. I saw “something” in my back yard, then it moved towards me and came right through the glass. It was a living Being that was transporting through the glass itself. The sight was totally bizarre. It looked like a smeared pixilation effect. I saw mostly black, gray, and white colors. This was the strangest thing to see. Something was actually moving into my house from the outside through the glass. The effect molded and formed into a Being standing in my living room. This is the last thing I remember.

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I was lying awake in bed on my side. An eerie feeling came over me; I wondered what was happening. Then I felt a force, an amazing force that took hold of me and started to lift me up from the bed. It was the most incredible feeling! I felt no pain, no tingling, and no discomfort at all. I knew I was going up through my house. I instinctively closed my eyes. Then I thought, “No way! I want to see this! How cool would this be to actually see what it is like to go through solid matter!” But then – I don’t remember anything else. I am astounded at this technology. How does this work? How can this happen? What kind of force is this?

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This next event happened between early January and late February of a previous year. We were having a harsh winter and I was having a lot of experiences at the time. I observed in late February that the pole handle that adjusts the patio window blinds was twisted. Some kind of energy twisted this pole drastically. I wish I had taken a picture of it but I didn’t and I don’t have the rod anymore. As usual, what would I do with it anyway? This pole was not in direct sunlight. It was off to the side resting on the wall. What twisted that pole? The pole was not a cheap plastic.  It was a very hard pole. I do have memories of seeing blinds and curtains twisted up and away from windows before in my lifetime during abduction events. I wonder if this pole was twisted by this force and never put back to its original shape. I don’t have an explanation for it.

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What if these Beings have technology that can actually manipulate matter and move it from one place to another?  Is this why the wall appeared to be gone? Is this how Beings can move through glass or walls? Could this explain how ships appear to “wink out” in an instant? I know there are many reports of UFOs with incredible accelerations but what if this technology could be applied to an entire ship and thus they just wink out? How would this work? How is this possible? What kind of physics could explain this? Just like an automobile would look like magic to someone from ancient Greece, we would view technology such as what I have described as magical. What a fascinating mystery!

Friday, May 4, 2012

Shhhhhh…….Abduction is a Dirty Word!


What’s in a word? What’s the difference between abductee, experiencer, and contactee? All you have to do is go on the Internet and look how people are describing these terms, themselves and others. I’m not saying this is always the case and people can depict themselves in whatever way they wish. But I have noticed a trend over the years and I believe it is distracting to real abduction research, so I want to throw in my perspective on the issue.

Again – I want to preface this by saying not all people fit into these categories - there are exceptions -but all you have to do is look at blogs, articles, and podcasts out on the Internet to see this.

Here is a short list that seems to encapsulate the general prevailing concepts of these three terms:

Abductee: Key words are fear, victimization, and negative experiences.

Experiencer: Key words are enlightenment, New Age religious beliefs, star people or star seed, spiritualism, high strangeness, and paranormal topics such as ghosts, remote viewing, psychic phenomena, folklore, and mythology. Most of all, there is the turning from a helpless abductee to an enlightened co-participant experiencer/contactee. The experiencer becomes an empowered participator in their relations with alien beings.

Contactee: Key words are prophecies, predictions, spiritual teachings, New Age religious beliefs, soul contracts, channeling, enlightenment, messages, answers, star people, star seed, empowered participator, archangels. Alien beings have names and locations and they are loving, benevolent, spiritual, harmless and peaceful.

I remember when the word experiencer first started to surface in the 1990’s. It appeared to me that a lot of people who were rooted in New Age beliefs were taking this title to describe themselves apart from abductees. They felt that the word abduction was too negative. There was the idea that you had to become spiritually enlightened enough to realize you could evolve beyond being an abductee -- you became an experiencer, not an abductee.

Nowadays, some describe themselves as an ET contact experiencer. These words are showing up together a lot on the Internet. Some experiencers seem to be moving quickly into the contactee label. It’s no big surprise considering how closely these two terms relate to each other.

This terminology bothers me. There isn’t a word in our language that adequately describes the alien abduction phenomenon -- which is a problem. Contactee bothers me because of the history of the word and I think of the contactee phenomenon of the mid-twentieth century. It appears the contactee movement is alive and well today and the Space Brothers never left us.

Experiencers want to negate any alien experiences that are considered negative. It’s like the “negative” aspects of alien involvement are just sliced off like a hot knife through butter. As far as the word experiencer, aren’t we all experiencers of everyday life? Experiencer becomes a cardboard term to which you can write your own definitions. Anything goes. This is what the New Age does. It provides nice tight answers to everything you can imagine in life and beyond. By the way, on occasion I love to experience my gluten free chocolate cupcakes.

But then there is abduction. I don’t feel it is the greatest word to describe what is going on but it is still the best term we have at the moment. Whether a person’s experience is positive, negative, neutral, a combination of all of these, or something else entirely, the person is still removed from their environment. Even if an abductee is taken from one part of the house to the other, the person is controlled and removed from where they were. Free will is taken away. There is always some level of control during an abduction. How is this co-participating? How is this empowering exactly? Isn’t co-participating a mutual agreement between parties on what activities will be taking place and when?

It’s not like the aliens call me up on my cell and say they are stopping by such and such a night and they are going to be doing this and that so I better get good sleep beforehand and make sure I don’t have a big day planned for the next day after they come around. They never ask me if I want to participate in what they are doing. It’s their ballgame and the game is rigged.

I am tired of people telling me I am not evolved enough spiritually. I think it is the other way around. These kinds of statements about becoming spiritually evolved and totally eradicating your fear show no understanding of what abductees go through at all; otherwise people would never say such a thing. This tells me a lot about what they know about the subject, which is not much.  The idea that I agreed to abductions from a former life (soul contract) is insulting. Did victims of crime or natural disasters agree to a soul contract? Do people really believe that they would sign a contract that would condemn their family to misery, confusion, and helplessness? Alien abduction does not happen in a vacuum, you know. This religious concept conveniently puts all the blame squarely upon the abductee. How spiritually enlightening is this? Think about it. It’s your fault you got mugged because you were wearing that expensive watch. It’s expedient to blame the victim so nobody has to think or deal with the problem.

It’s interesting to me that so many experiencers and contactees focus on their perceived religious aspects of the alien abduction phenomenon. This tells me a great deal because whoever these aliens are, they don’t care about our religious beliefs. If an abductee has religious views, the aliens may use them to control the abductee but they don’t give a rip about what our religious views are.  It is very “enlightening” to me that people focus on this idea of mixing religion and alien abduction.  Let us pray.

 
Who made up the rules that the word abductee came along with the concept of victimization and negativity? There are not words in our language that can describe what my life has been like. Alien abduction is a far more complicated and elaborate thing than absolute negatives describe. These lifetime events have had an impact on me in ways that I cannot find the words to communicate. To equate the abduction phenomenon to a totally negative experience shows the ignorance of the people who claim the word abductee is purely negative. Wow.

Experiencers and contactees seem to need this spiritual elevation status above abductee. They have conquered their fear and helplessness. They have moved beyond being a hapless victim of alien abduction and they are now co-participants in their experiences. Woe to the poor abductee who is left behind, lost in a spiritual wasteland where they remain un-evolved and unenlightened. But I will tell you one thing: I may not be spiritually enlightened according to this ideology but I’m tough. I have survived more than you can imagine.

 
I guess all I can say is ignorance is bliss. Does anyone have the stones to call themselves an abductee anymore? Maybe I should put Orthon on my speed dial? 


Thursday, April 5, 2012

Signs


How do you talk about something when there is no frame of reference? How can you describe a color that no one has seen before? How do you describe a smell that no one has ever smelled before? How do you describe a pain that no one feels? How do you describe what is alien in nature?

Sometimes after an experience, I have what I call a telepathic hangover. With prolonged exposure to their telepathy, I feel aftereffects the following day and sometimes I can feel these effects until the next evening.  I don’t know how to describe this effectively. I’ll describe it as being very fuzzy-headed, finding it hard to focus, and generally feeling “out of it.” It’s a particular type of feeling and sometimes after an experience it is very pronounced -- and other times, I don’t notice it at all. I don’t know why that is; it may depend upon what they do to me. If I can feel this, I think it has to be measurable in some way.


I wonder if an electroencephalogram (EEG) would detect these symptoms. I have a feeling that if I could get a baseline measurement of my normal brain function, and get another reading as soon as possible after an experience, something may show up for comparison. Wouldn’t it be interesting to have these comparisons? I have never heard of lasting effects from the Old Hag syndrome or the more modern version of the Old Hag -- sleep paralysis -- lasting that long! The fact that people use that to debunk alien abductions is ludicrous. It doesn’t even come close to explaining alien abductions. I also can’t understand how anyone who has had sleep paralysis could jump to alien abduction as an explanation. It makes no sense to me, but that topic is another track for another time.

 All I can tell you is that after some experiences, I feel that there are measurable effects upon the human body, and if I can feel them, there must be an instrument that can measure them.

One day last week, I woke up where I had to allow myself some time to realize where I was again. I knew it had happened again -- they had returned sometime in the night. I was so out of it. There is always realignment back into this reality that I have to adjust to after I have an episode. I know a lot of people would say this is some type of sleep disorder or human based technology, but it is not. There are so many factors that fly in the face of these theories, but as usual, nobody wants to listen. It’s also true that nobody wants to hear about what these factors are. That’s why I hesitate to write about what happened that night. For one, I am not used to writing about my experiences online, and for another reason, human beings just don’t give a damn. I always wonder, why do these alien Beings always show me the things they do? It’s not like I can do anything about it. I can’t tell people what happened to me and expect them to believe it. I can’t talk about what may happen and people will take heed. Look at all those who have come forward and talked about their experiences -- Kay Wilson, Travis Walton, and many others. Has it woken people up? Ah – nope; isn’t going to happen.

I called my husband from work that next morning and one of the first things he asked was “How did you sleep last night?” I told him I was writing stuff down. I knew that he realized that something had happened during the night. Sometimes this happens; he knows when they come for me. Either he will sleep for an extraordinary amount of hours at a time since it is his habit of waking every couple of hours, or something more profound occurs. I knew I would have to wait for evening to find out what he knew. In the meantime, I did what I always do and wrote everything down that I could remember. For most of this day, I felt the aftereffects of the previous night’s encounter. Somehow I got through the day as best I could, mingling with people who don’t know what is out there and what may be coming. Life sure didn’t turn out the way I was expecting. Back to what happens next.

My husband came home and he listened to what I remembered from the night before. He said he had a bruise on his upper left arm and a jammed finger on his right hand. He described the feeling of being manhandled during the night and feeling tired during the day. The feeling of being beaten up or manhandled is a common theme for my husband during times when I have abductions. He has described this many times in the past and before talking to me, he will have already suspected that something happened to me during the night. So for those who are taking notes, does this mean that the Old Hag syndrome is contagious? Also it must mean that sleep paralysis and sleep disorders affect two people at the same time. Cool! I can’t wait for somebody to write a paper on that one. Stuff it!

I didn’t ask about the bruise to my husband’s arm and I didn’t look at it that day. I believe I know why. I was still dealing with the aftermath of what I had been through. I tried to compartmentalize it as much as I could to function in our world the way it currently is. If there is something I can do to push an element aside and not deal with it, then most likely I will do it. It is a survival technique. I have few choices I can make with this phenomenon, so I do what I can.

Four days later, I did see the bruise, quite by accident by the way. My husband was putting on a shirt and I saw the bruise on his upper left arm. It wasn't what I was expecting; it was a small circular bright red bruise. It brought back something I had seen before on Kay Wilson's Web site, The Alien Jigsaw. Kay's husband had a similar bruise after one of her encounters. I showed my husband the picture from the website, then we took a picture of his bruise for comparison. You may view the photograph on The Alien Jigsaw at http://alienjigsaw.com/Gallery/photos.html

Was my husband touched by the wand-type device that so many abductees describe? Did he jam his finger on his right hand by trying to hit back against “something” or “someone”? Is this why he felt manhandled or beaten up? If he did hit one of them, I hope they got a bruise, too.

What if I said, that night I saw…..here it comes…..wait for it…..hybrids! Oops! I’ve done it now! People hate that word. Hybrid beings can’t exist for a variety of reasons. Yes I know, they can’t be real because of blah-blah-blah. You can take your human science and shove it where the sun don’t shine. I’m afraid that is exactly what may happen to people who cling to their current genetic theories about the impossibility of hybrid beings. Their brains will pop like a dropped soda can when the reality of it all comes out.

But damn, we know there is no evidence for alien abductions! There are no signs of encounters anywhere, are there? There are no measurements of any kind, are there? There are no signs of injuries, aftereffects, repetitive images, aliens, or any of that. Ptah! It’s all pure bunk! I feel so much better now. Thank you for all those words of wisdom and reason that I get on a daily basis from all of humanity. Thank you for reminding me there is no evidence, no signs for alien abduction, there is no proof that exists. There is nothing to be studied because all we have are just people’s “stories.” All we have are delusions from a huge group of people who are all suffering from some sort of human-based technology, sleep paralysis (Old Hag syndrome), cultural influence and the like.


By the way, how can cultural influence create alien encounters when the encounters are A-L-I-E-N! I’ve seen stuff that no one would believe and I wouldn’t even know how to describe. Influence me that one oh great all knowing academic scientist sitting on your lofty perch upon mount high. Excuse me, I lost it there for a bit but I’m feeling much better now. Thanks for setting me straight!

Not many people are seeing the signs. Not many at all and certainly not enough to change the course of what may be. Any organism that fails to recognize the changes in its environment and adapt to them is doomed to extinction. The hybrids will inherit the earth.